2006-08-06 - 10:36 p.m.
Losing it.
I'm so fucked off.

I hate my parents.

I feel so fucking alone. I mean I have a sis to talk to bout home stuff. But it's not comforting. And we can;t do anything. We can't stop him being a controlling, moody bossy twat and we can't stop her from being uncooperative and over sensitive.

I just can't confide in my friends anymore. They don't have weird parents. They can cope with stuff and they're sick of me complaining and bringing em down with me.

I feel fucking sick. I wanna cut me up so fucking bad. Cus I fucking need it right now. More than I have done for a long long time.

They don't give a fuck. They can only fucking shout. They can only make it fucking worse.

I feel like some of my friends aren't making life as comfortable for as they should. But I could just be paranoid.

I think I'm actually losing it. I'm sure my friends say things to hurt me when it could be perfectly innocent. I can't talk bout stuff anymore. I'm just stuck with me. No one else.

I am alone.

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